The cow in the field... right...

How I felt today: Really good
How my day was: Coool
Funniest thing that happened: Everything
Worst thing that happened: Waking up and feeling bad for no reason
Best thing that happened: Saw Vin, yay
What I’m looking forward to the most today: I'm not actually sure atm. Probably seeing the next HP film - i'm hoping it's better than the last one was.

Sorry i haven't posted in a while, yet again. I was waiting for a good day to write something, so it wasn't much of a depressing post. And on the only good days i've had this week, i was too happy to be bothered to write anything! So, since i have the time, and since so many people have asked me about it, i thought i may as well write somthing now!

Well, i'll start at the weekend since i think that's where i finished my last post. I don't really remember much about it, but i probably did the usual things. I also carried on sorting out the mess in my room, with my mum, and decided to throw a whole lot of stuff out. But, as usual, my attempt at tidying my room didn't go too well and it ended with more mess than i'd started with and my mum and i singing Alanis Morissette: One Hand in my Pocket :D (we found her old tape and decided to listen to it...). I think the only other things i did at the weekend was to watch tv and go on msn... it was good though.

Monday... wow that was a long time ago... In geog i sat next to Rose again and carried on with my title for my Nottingham project, which i probably won't even use! Rose and i talked about loads of stuff though and it was cool! I can't really remember French that much but it's probably safe to say it was extremely boring and i didn't really learn anything. Break, from what i remember, was ok. In PSHE we started on our career projects and i'm doing mine on a psychologist (yeah, you could have predicted that) :D. Weirdly enough, Niki was doing the exact same thing as me!!! We're too alike, it's just so strange! We also chose to do the same type of psychologist (counselling) so i may do about a forensic psychologist instead, since i'm sure that's extremely interesting as well. Maths i can't really remember either, but it probably just consisted of a whole lot of boring equations and Callum either eating my stuff or drawing on me. Lunch, i think, was probably pretty bad, since i can't remember it being a good day. I think we got stuck near the spiky bush and everyone was throwing stuff at each other and it really hurt! And then Kirsty was just messing about with Redd and poking him with stuff so Sophie and i were pretty bored since she didn't really talk to us :(. And then they fell out about it, which wasn't very good! Last it was hist, where we spent the whole lesson reading through this really boring thing about children working in the mills/factories and if i wasn't sitting next to Becky i probably would have fallen asleep, as i'm sure most other people were tempted to do. Walking home was ok. We were waiting for ages for Sophie and when she came everyone started to talk to each other so me and Kirsty decided to start walking. When we got to the village Redd bought chips (thanks :D) and then Kirsty started messing about and throwing things at him again so everyone else was pretty bored, including myself.

Ooh, Tuesday was definitely the worst day this week. Maths was first, which was ok, and i drew on Callum's face again :D. I got a level 7.99 (they couldn't just have made it an 8...) on the test though, which was pretty good, although Dennis got an 8.2. Grrr. In German we got our test results back and i got 18/18 and level 5, which i think was the most you could have got. Most people got the same as me: it was a pretty easy test! At break i hung with Vin for a bit but she had to go to PE so i was left on my own, looking for Sophie and Rose, although i never found them. I found Harry and Matt though, and Tom, and just stuck with them. English was, yet again, really boring. And PE was a lot worse than usual. We were doing football, and that wasn't even the worst part. Tasha and Sophie were laughing at me and wouldn't say why (i hate when people do that) and then Sophie kept going off with Niki to talk about stuff. I eventually ended up just looking really upset, and people kept asking me what was up but i didn't really want to say... Lunch was definitely the worst part of the whole day. We stayed in the form room for a while since it was cold, and Emily, Sophie and I were rubbing things off the board and just messing about. But Vin had said she'd hang with me because Fergus was on the trip, but she stayed with Redd all lunch and didn't even hardly talk to me :(. It really upset me, and at that point i was close to just giving up on trying so hard to hang out with her. So for the rest of lunch i was just really upset and it was soo rubbish. The most i've been upset in a while. I talked to Rose about it for a bit in form time, which made me feel kind of better! And then, last, we had science, and i was really not in the mood for sitting next to Tom. And Miss just had to make a comment about me and Tom being "attracted to each other" because of gravity, or whatever force she was talking about. And, of course, Daniel kept going on about it all lesson. I can't believe science actually started out beign fun and now i just find both of them really annoying. Walking home was really bad since Sophie didn't talk to me much and i was just left alone most of the way. Anthony was being really weird too, and it was just really boring in general. The only good part of it was walking the last part of it with Michael, since he was trying to explain to me about Carolanne and Adam Wynne and the food chain in our year, and it was just really funny. It's amazing how people you hardly know can cheer you up yet your friends can just make you feel so bad... Things really need to change.

Aha! Wednesday - the best day! Finally. I felt so upset while writing that last post, i forgot how bad that day actually was... Hopefully this will cheer me up :D. Ok, i know it will. First, Tech. It has gone so downhill recently it's unbelievable. And our teacher hardly even talks to us/pays any attention when we need help. After that was maths where Callum got annoyed that i was doing more work than him, and writing faster, so he kept nudging me (he messed up my really neat work lol) but we still did the same amount of questions! At break i wanted to hang out with Vin but she was dancing/singing with Redd so i didn't interupt. I went over to hang with Kirsty and Sophie instead and it was ok. Then we did IT and worked on our rides a bit more, and what inputs and outputs we needed. Mr Khan came over and looked at my ride for some reason, and said he liked it!! Yay. Then it was science and i decided to ignore Tom, which made it a lot better. Oh, and in the science test we did i got a level 6.5 or something, and the average was about 5.5, so i guess it was ok :D. We had the new teacher again, who made everything extra boring and no-one really knew what he was going on about. We then went outside to watch this water rocket thing, which was ok - it was better than being in the lesson with Tom!! Tasha decided to really freak me out again though, which was funny, but just really weird, and Tom Evans let me play with his scarf! It was soo cool! Then, lunch was just wicked! Fergus was ill, so Vin and i sat down on the bench near L block and started talking about stuff. And then Redd came over with his Mp3 player and let us listen to it and it was really cool :D. And Tom and Redd started dancing, which was really funny. Tom also decided to sing his own version of "If you're happy and you know it..." which ended in Redd hitting Stuart! It was quite funny to watch! And then Redd and i sort of linked our jumpers and put our hands in the holes in both of our sleeves! At one point he got confused about which sleeve was his! And then Kirsty kind of ripped his sleeve more, and he had the theory that it was big enough to fit his whole body through, so he decided to try it... As you could probably have guessed, it stopped at his foot since it kind of got stuck!! It was till funny though! Yeah, so, lunch was good. Not only did i get to hang with Vin and Redd and Tom and Kirsty but no-one was mean to me, i didn't get left out and it was just really funny. Why can't more lunchtimes be like that?!! Last lesson... english. We started writing our essays, but i didn't really get far! And Chloe kept saying really random stuff then couldn't stop laughing and was almost in tears!! Walking home didn't ruin the day, but it probably could have done if it hadn't have been so good! Kirsty fell out with Anthony, and then fell out with me for some reason and didn't really talk to me :(. Redd, Henry and I stayed in the village for a while and Redd gave me some advice on all my friend problems, but i still dunno what to do...

Thursday we went to Nottingham... I'll try not to write too much about it since it was just so boring and pointless. On the way there i sat with Ellis and Laura, and Mrs Johnson was talking to us about being teenagers and Wallace and Grommit etc, it was really funny. For the rest of the day I hung with Laura and Niki a lot, which was really cool and which made the whole walking around in the freezing cold and counting cars things a lot easier to deal with. When counting the people walking past, Mr Jenkins managed to make us stop right outside the "Adult Gift Shop"... Mrs Johnson was like "What a great place to stop Mr Jenkins!". Then all we did for the rest of the morning was to walk past a load of nice-smelling restaurants and really cool shops and not even go in any of them! Lunch was kind of cool, but a bit boring! I got so bored eventually though that i decided to resort to playing top trumps for the second time and Laura and Tom joined in! Then in the afternoon we went to the Salvation Army and the Synagogue, which was cool, but pretty boring - nothing really ineresting happened!

Then Friday was really bad. After two good days, i was sort of hoping for another one but i was just disapointed. In drama Ellis and i, yet again, found it extremely hard to get all the guys to listen, as they all seemed to be more interested in the lights and trying to skate with a piece of wood. And then, to make things worse, when Miss asked who would like to perform theirs, our group put their hand up! We hadn't even practised it!! And for some reason, they decided to use a smoke machine, which just ended up going really wrong. Our teacher said it was a lot worse than the last time we'd performed it, and that me and Ellis just looked really bored! After that was geog and i talked with Rose again and did hardly any work! At break i just hung with Sophie and Kirsty told me about how her day was on thursday without us! Then we had double tech, which was where my bad mood started. Sophie was just making fun of me loads again. Sure, i know it's a joke but sometimes it just gets a bit boring... And then i completely messed up the sewing machine (in my defence i haven't actually used one before and Miss Tate just kept ignoring us and not telling us how to do anything). Then Sophie and Niki were making fun of my pic in yr 7 on the register which just made me feel great... then at lunch there was a huge orange fight, which was really funny until Kirsty and everyone ran off. i just decided to avoid everyone and stay with Redd and Ellis though, since they were really nice and tried to cheer me up :D. So i held Redd's art folder and then drew a big flower up his arm and a weird thing (Tom said it looked like a dog, so i guess i'll call it that...) on his hand. After that i was sort of cheered up (thanks Redd, just for caring). Then i got the register with Vin (it was just nice to have a bit of time to talk to her) and Fergus had given her his hoody, which was really sweet and it looked really cool on her! Our last lesson was french and i actually put my hand up, just because miss was getting pretty angry at the whole class. The lesson altogether was just really boring, and i didn't do much. On the way home i tried to just stick with Rose and Redd and Henry since they were being really nice and it was wayy better than usual. We stopped in the village for a bit after Rose had gone and Redd bought me love hearts but Kirsty wasn't talking to me again...

Today may possibly have been the second best day this week, and it was really good, although i hardly did anything. In the afternoon i went into town with Vin and it was soo much fun! We talked about loads of stuff like how i'm not happy with things atm, how we need to hang out more, and how things are going with Fergus (they're going pretty well, i'm glad to hear!). We walked round for ages and bumped into Ellis, who was wearing her really cool jacket, and her sis! We talked for a while and then walked off! And then Vin and i went to Waterstones and stood in the mind, body and spirit section for a while. And Vin said her phone number added up to 18, which is kind of weird since it sort of used to be kind of a lucky number for her. And then i added mine up and it was 17 and i was so freaked out, since that's my lucky number, and i wasn't really expecting it!! And then we moved on to the psychology section, where we read loads of really funny books!! One was "It's called a break up because it's broken" which sort of made me laugh (well, the back cover did anyway) and then one called "Trust your vibes" or something, which is just the sort of thing i'm interested in! Afterwards we went upstairs to find the philosophy section and it was in the smallest corner ever, which we could have easily just missed and waked past!! All the books there were pretty interesting and this one i read through quickly was just really weird and random... After that we had to go home and in the car i listened to the CD i bought in town (Alanis Morissette: Jagged Little Pill) which i've just wanted for so long since finding the right place on the tape just takes tooo long!! Then tonight all i've done is gone online and talked to Vin, Ash, Tom and a few other people!

Sorry to make this post even longer, but i just felt like writing some other things... Hmm... well, yeah, i'm in a pretty good mood atm (although i'm so tired and my eyes hurt wayy too much). I really hoping next week was better than this one, and i'm really determined for something interesting to happen, so i'm going try soo hard to be in a good mood. If you've actually read this, sorry for making it so long, and boring :D. It will get more interesting, i promise! I hope you all had a good week, and leave me some comments - it'll make me even happier!! Bye bye xXx